.. sex couture

:*(**

2006-01-29T16:10:40Z

Ok well this sux.

I had off all this week but I cooked, cleaned, ran errands and all for my Mom. She's recovering really well :)

Friday Harry came over and we didnt do much and I was a little mad about it. I mean, we dont do anything. I wanna go out ! I wanna go to Center City, South Street.. anywhere. But we stood in as usual and watched tv and I had to give him Mountain Dew to keep him awake.. then we.. ya know ahaha

Saturday was horrible. I woke up, got dressed, did a little make-up and pulled my hair back. I wore my black Philadelphia Flyers sweatpants, black long sleeved shirt, and a black pirate hoodie I just bought and my adidas sneakers aha. I went out to breakfast with my parents and then got my nails and eyebrows done. V-shaped french manicure with light pink lining. They are real cute<3
Then I went to a wine store with my Dad and a cigar store with him also. I cant tell you how incredibly boring that was... I was texting like, everybody.
o0o yea bad news, good news.. bad: my friend Melissa ive known since Kindergarten.. her Mom just passed away early yesterday from cancer :(
Good news: my friend Karla is getting married November 10, 2007 ! She's soo young tho ! She'll only be 20, but hey.. as long as she's absolutely sure she wants to do this its all good :) Im real excited about it. I love weddings<3
So anyways.. after all those litte errands I got home at 3:20 while my Mom and Dad went food shopping. I texted Tiff but she promised her boyfriend she'd go out with him, my other friend Kristin went down the shore with her family, my other friend was working and my other didnt have his cell phone on him and he was out with a friend anyway so.. ofcourse i was stuck in the house AGAiN. ughh. i need a life.
so i cleaned the living room and vaccuumed bc i was soo bored.
When my parents got home I helped them put all the groceries away. My Dad made us steak, garlic potatoes and string beans. i dont like steak so i ate the tinest piece and filled myself with potatoes and string beans.
Then I was bored and pacing around the house lookin for something to do.. at 6 Harry called me and told me he got me a little present at the mall when he returned his pants lol and he'd see me for a sec after band practice then call me when he got home.
Well, he called at like 10:30 and he was tellin me he had fun with Zack at the mall, he had fun at band practice, he saw the old guitar player from Marilyn Manson and then he saw one of his friends and started screaming so i hung up on him. He came over my house at 11:30, gave me my present (its a wristband that says I ♥ Harry") then he left and i started gettin teary eyed. He told me hed call me when he got to his Moms house. It came to be 12 fuckin 30 so I called him. I said "Ok, were you planning to call me anytime soon?" and he got quiet and said "Yea" and was like "Well I cant be waiting till 3 fuckin oclock bc Ive been waiting for you all day" and he again got quiet and said "Im sorry" and I said "I know im being bitchy cause Im PMSing and all but i dont care. You had the time of you life today while I was at home cleaning and shit bored outta my mind and I thought I was gonna see you for at least a half hour. You have fun with your friends but we didnt have fun Friday bc WE dont do anything like normal couples" and he said "Im sorry again" then he said "When I come back Im gonna make it up to you" and I did a really cocky laugh bc he's been saying that for 2 years so naturally, i dont believe him. Then he said "No really, this time I really am. Really" so I just said "Ok whatever" (i still dont believe him lol) so he asked me how my day went and I got all upset and started crying ahaha then we just talked about tv shows and everything else till he had to go at 12:51. He had to finish packing then go to sleep bc he had to be up at 4 to leave at 5.

Today im bored as usual. I need more friends. I miss Harry. I was invited to Disney World also, but.. I didnt wanna take another week off of school in my leave so.. I didnt. Plus, Im getting my period tomorrow.. who wants to be in the happiest place on earth in 80º weather, have their period and be miserable and bitchy. I know I dont so.. ofcourse Im missing out on all the fun while Harry has the time of his life.. like everything else. If the rest of my life is gonna be like this, Im gonna kill myself.
Things are gonna start changing and if they dont, pfft.. his lose.

Ok im done. Ciao

-Steph

More clothesSs

2006-01-25T22:15:59Z

Ok well, my Mom had her liver surgery on Thursday. I had off all last week and all this week. I had to take a leave of absence at school (which means the days i took off werent counted as days off) and Im watching her. She's doing really good :)
We've been eating a lot.. haha.. and watching tv.. Ive been real busy cooking and cleaning. I made my homeade gravy, meatballs, and ravioli's on Monday. Yesterday we ordered and today my Mom and I are making our homeade chicken soup. It's soo cold out that soup is perfect :)

Friday I helped my Mom and at night I stayed with Harry. Saturday my Dad was home with Mom so I got to go out with my friends. I went to the mall. I bought a zip-up black pirate hoodie, A black tank top, a black t-shirt thats vntage and it has a skull on it w/ a gun and in silver it says "looks that kill", i bought my Mom the shirt she wanted thats black and in silver it says "Shut up and Rock" and I bought Harry a real nice all black pin-striped dress shirt. He loves it. He wears it all the time now and says its his new favorite shirt lol It looks soo hott on him too. He always wants to buy them but never does so I bought him 1. So now he has 2 :)
I'll have to get him more when I have the money.
Then I went to Tiffs house and we gave each other our Xmas presents finally ! She got me a Faerie stationary kit which I love !, Faerie perfume, and 6 Faerie Lipglosses in my fav colors. I love her :) hehe
Then I went home and Harry came over bc his band practice was canceled. We just hung out.
o0o yea.. my friend got me a SpongeBob DVD with all my fav episodes! I watch it everynight.. at least 1 episode.. So far today I watched 2 lol. I LOVE IT !

Sunday Harry left at like, 12 bc he had band practice. I just stayed at home. All week Ive been helping my Mom and such.

I cant wait for Valentines Day ! I better not be sick this year though lol last year I had a stomach birus for Valentines Day. Im hoping Ill be well this year so I can enjoy it ahaha.
I dunno what to get Harry.. I did, but I just cant afford it and it sux =\
I wonder what he's getting me... hehe

Ok I gotta finish making soup. Ciao !

-Steph xo

COOOOOLD!

2006-01-16T19:04:52Z

Dang. lol. I really hate the winter =*(**

Anyways... Thursday was fun at school. I got my hair colored all black again bc I missed it and love it. This week Im gettin white pieces in it! YAY! So stoked. Then I bought another outfit at BareFeet. Its a black sexy tank top w/ these weird dangley things on the front. Its so unique lookin. I love it. It looks good on too. I also bought a pair of sexy very low rise tight jeans<333 They have silver rhinestones on the back pockets too. Harry loves the outfit =)
on Friday Harry and I stayed in and goofed off and talked a whole lot. Saturday I had school and I did my Moms hair from 11:20-3:00! I had to strip highlights all over her head of thick curly hair lol, then wait for it to process everywhere, then to put the red toner on it (that makes the highlights the color she wants), then rinse it, shampoo it, condition it, and finally style it. Took forever but it looks so hot. Everyone was sayin how awesome it looked. I felt very good and accomplished, but tired. I got to leave at 3 when I was finished bc I didnt have any breaks all day. Then we picked up Harry. We all went to dinner at Champps. It was really good. While we were there, it started to get SOOO windy and it started snowin! It was nuts! I wore my new outfit so I was cooooold when we got outside. I wore a jacket, but a tank and jacket isnt enough to keep warm hah.
Yesterday I did nuttin haha. Harry had band practice.
Today Im gettin my nails done. yAy.

I know what to get Harry for Valenines Day, but im not puttin it up bc I still dont trust some peoples. Im paranoid like that. But I know he'll love it =)

Im hungry. Im gonna go eat some mozerella sticks.. mMm<3 Ciao<3

-Steph xo

P.S. Harry got a iPod Nano.. its soooo cool haha

Clothes!

2006-01-10T03:10:34Z

This weekend has been pretty good.

Saturday I went to school and I did my Moms hair. I gave her a hair-cut. Next week Im giving her highlights. But, school was ok. Not busy so I was pretty bored, but I got A's on everything i did on my Mannequin Practice Guide =D

Then when I got home I had to get Harry razors because the one he had was rusty and cut him and since he had half a shaved face he didnt wanna go out lol. Then we both got ready for the mall. My parents took us, but we split up. Well, first, we ate at Friendlys. Then we split up.

First Harry and I went to Hot Topic and I bought a black corset tank-top w/ a black and white striped skirt (w/ the stripes going down) to match. The outfit is hot shiiit.

Then we went to Hot Topic Rock across the way and I bought a Korn t-shirt and a H.I.M. t-shirt. While we were there Harry was wearing a very good and true and smart shirt that says "Re-defeat communism 2008" w/ ugly Hilary Clintons face w/ a big red slash goin thru it, and the dudes there decided they wante dto talk politics till I told them to fuck off so we could leave. He wouldve been there FOREVER talkin to those morons and Im never at the mall so I tore them apart lol.

Then we went to Victoria's Secret and I bought a new bra and Im SOOO happy bc I got bigger! Im no longer a 36C, Im now a 40C! YAY!!!The bra is purple and black and very sexy and I bought a black thong w/ a rhinestone heart on it. Very hotttt.

Then we went to Wet Seal and I bought a black and silver pirate vintage shirt and a pair of jeans. Im again happy bc Im not a size 3, but now a size 2! And i SWEAR ive been eating! Im just a lot more active and more fit.. Im so happy. Get thinner and get bigger boobs, how fortunate is that? Im so bragging and I dont care bc I never used to like myself but now I do lol.

AND My mom ordered me ProActiv so my skin will be flawless.. if so then Id be very very happy. I hate the winter. My skin gets so dry and breaks out. My foundation covers it and no one notices, but I notice and I hate wearing so much make-up to make my face look even colored and nice so now that Im gettin then within the next 2 weeks, my skin will be nice naturally so I wont have to wear make-up! *eEeEe!!*

Omg.. today wa mortifying! I had my first check-up with my "girlie doctor" and I was petrified. I also have a cold so thats the last place I wanted to be. It wasnt bad tho! It literally took 20 seconds and I didnt feel anything really. I also have 3 months worth of my birth control pills free. Then I have a prescription for after I use all those for 6 re-fills.

This morning I felt like crap. Head hurt, runny nose, couldnt talk (still cant really).. nasty little cold. Harry came over at 11 and I made him 9 eggs.. he's the only person I know who can make that many.. ugh lol. Then we watched tv and stuff.

Im so excited for him! His big boss came up to him today and told him he had to fill out a resume and write a letter for the Supervisor job and after he does that he'll get it. Well, we know he will bc the big boss pretty much said it w/o saying it. He loves Harry and specifically told him he wants him to have the job so since he gets to pick, I know he'll pick Harry =D

Thing is, Harry is nervous bc once he starts the job, even tho its less hours and waaaay more money, he has to be clean shaven all the time (which Im so ecstatic about) AND he has to cut off all his hair. I want him to bc its so dead it feels like straw. By time he starts his construction job it'll be back anyway! His hair grows soooo fast.

Tomorrow I have school and we're going to do highlights. We did that freshman level, but we're doing it again so we can really get used to it. Good thing to bc I do my Moms highlights next week on Saturday! Im excited =)

Im gonna be a Junior II January 19th! Then after that Im a Senior then I graduate<3 Then after a couple months like, September or October thats when I go for my state boards. Im excited. Im already guaranteed about 3 chairs in 3 different salons. Its great knowing people lol.

Tomorrow at lunch Im gonna do more shopping. I have $92 left so Im gonna spend some on some shirts and pants. Im excited hehe. =)

Well, thats all. Ciao<3

-Steph xo

Awe =)

2006-01-06T03:28:46Z

Well New Years night didnt turn out soooo bad.

At 5:30 Harry called and for some reason he had an attitude with me. We talked and first he tried to cut me short, but i wouldnt have it, so we talked and I said "I was gonna go to Broad Street but I didnt have anyone to go with" and he said "ok" and i said "you dont care do you?" and he said "nope" and I was like "Whats your problem?" and he said "No Steph, I dont feel like hearing u complain" and I SWEAR I wasnt complaining! So I got mad and said "Yea you say that bc ur havin a good drunken time w/ ur friends while im sittin at home just how u like it" and he said "Ok, whatever Steph Ill call u in a couple of hours" and I said "Whatever" and hung up. I didnt know what his problem was at the time but I was pissed. Then I felt bad and I didnt think he was gonna call me back bc I hung up on him so I got real nervous and tried callin his Moms house 5 times, his Moms cell once, his MomMoms once, Billy (but Manderz picked up and I told her what happend), then I tried callin Brian and Mikey. No one answered. So I was all nervous and teary eyed (hey, i had my period lol)

So, at 10:30 he called me back and I was all surprised and whatnot. He said "Steph, I am so sorry. I shouldnt have said that to you" and I said "You should be sorry, I didnt even do anything. All I said was I was gonna go to Broad St but I couldnt" and he said "Yea, I know. I just woke up, I was tired and miserable, everyone was actin like assholes so I dont know where anyone is, and Im not having a good time." So, he stayed in from then. He went in at 10:15 or something. He said he couldnt find anyone and when he did they were all acting like assholes.

So then we hung up on a good note and I asked him if he was gonna come over the next day and he said probably not so he can catch up on sleeping.

So the next day I woke up and went to my PopPops and got 2 stuffed animals. One Spongebob Elf and one Patrick Santa hahaha. Then we went to Barefeet and I bought the most amazing pair of shoes everrrr! Then to CVS and home. As soon as I got home I said to my Mom "I wonder if Harry is awake" and when I called no one answred and as soon as I hung up he walked in the door! I was so happy and excited! Hehe.. then we spent the day together.

Tuesday he came over also but he just slept the whole time lol then I cried bc I was sad.. I still had my period so I just cried. I went to his room, layed down on him and just started crying hard and he wokeup and was like "Steph... Steph, whats wrong?... Steph?" So I just told him I missed him living with me and spending time with him cause usually when I see him or when he comes over he sleeps bc of his eird hours at UPS. He hugged me and told me everything was gonna be ok and fell back to sleep LOL I stopped crying and read a book and went to sleep.

Wednesday we talked on the phone and I cried again LOL

Today, he came over and saw me!<33 I was excited again hehe. My period is gone so we had some fuunn.. hehe. Same as tomorrow.. and Saturday.. hahaahaha we gotta plan it =P We watched tv, ate dinner, goofed around, laughed a lot, and talked.. it was nice =)

Saturday after school we're all goin to the mall. Im so excited! I got a ton of money to spend hahahaaaa *weEe*

Well, I guess thats it for now. Ciao

-Steph xo

P.S. o0o YEA! Harry is goin for Supervisor! He'll be workin less hours, but makin like, triple what he gets now and lemme tell ya.. thats fuckin great LOL. He went for it himself too! He has to take a test tho but he knows it all. I hope he gets it!

P.P.S. DOES ANYONE KNOW THE CODE TO GET A BOARDER BACK? IF YOU KNOW IT, PLEASE TELL ME ITS DRIVIN ME NUTS!!! Thanx<33 heh

Happy New Year...?

2006-01-01T20:58:12Z

I hate New Years lol... but Happy New Year to everyone who loves it =)

I really miss Harry. We had fun last night. We watched the ball drop, had New Years Eve "fun" ;) lol, had our New Years Day (well midnight) kiss.. watched tv, listened to music, bein goofy.. *sigh*

He hasnt called me yet today. He's on 2st in "Froggy Carr". I saw him this morning though. He came over at 10:30 so we could see his costume. Theyre cute this year. I hated them last year lol. He looked adorable this year though. I just wish I could be with him. I hope he's not like, wasted. I mean, New Years is his one time of year to do what he wants.. but I worry about him because their are a lot of assholes out there. People fight and shit. I just hope he dont drink too much bc last time he over drank he was throwing up blood and his nose was bleeding badly... think it was alcohol poisoning. Thats why I worry.. he dont listen to me, and I know his limit more then him. He's drunk by 4! If he drinks more then that he gets really sick.

Im so bored. I hate New Years! Ugh.. Im another year older.. whoopie.. and Im never invited anywhere anymore. My family in Jersey see each other bc all my family live in Jersey so its convienent. I dont do anything. My family stay at home and do nothing.

So today so far my New Years consisted of having coffee and a brownie, taking out my extentions, giving myself a facial, watch Harrys "Froggy Carr" on tv which was boring bc all they do is scream and run lol, then I took a shower.. now Im here. Im so bored.

*Sigh* Whatever.. I just hope I hear from him today/tonight. He promised me I would do.. hopefully hes not too wasted to forget.

Not to mention my New Year is starting off by having cramps, feeling sick, worrying about Harry, being extra emotional and bitchy.. aka.. Im gettign my period tomorrow. Yay.. starting off great aint I? Ciao

-Steph </3

Loooong time!

2005-12-27T21:30:10Z

I havent updated in forever! Ive been so damn busy w/ school, being tired.. haha.

BELATED MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! haha I hope it was a great one! Mine was wonderful and Im so depresed its over so soon! All that baking, cooking, decorating, and cleaning for it all to be over so quicly =( I wish Christmas was a whole week thing! =P

Well my gifts were awesome this year! Harry did the best job. Hes too sweet.

Harry got me: Dior Addict Perfume I wanted, More Paris Hilton Perfume bc I ran outta my old one, a pink teddy bear from Victoria's Secret that came with a $55 gift card!, $85 gift card to Hot Topic!, Slippers, 2 bracelets, Korn CD.. I think thats it lol

My Parents got me: purple pajama set. The pants are purple w/ cute snowmen on them, an the shirt is all purple w/ the snowman at the bottom, Blue robe w/ stars and moons on them!<3, Colorful blue scarf w/ matching gloves and hat (which i desperately needed!), Harry Potter "Scene it" game!, Adidas sneakers FINALLY! white and pink<3, Also adidas perfume, cute purple socks in different designs, 3 necklaces (one black, one red), 2 bracelets (one black, one red), 2 pairs of earrings (again one black and one red), Elf movie.. I think thats it lol

From Family: a beautiful ring from my Nona.. its so unique looking too!, lots of money lol, $25 gift card to Hot Topic (so all together i got $110 in gift cards for H.T!), $25 gift card to any store in the Deptfort Mall, AMC gift card, Bath and Body works "Sweet Pea" and "Cherry Blossom" collection.. yet again, I think thats it

I got a whole shit load of stuff from Harrys Dad and Step-Mom too lol AND im still not done getting presents bc i still got my other side of the family lol. Im so spoiled, its great =)

Hopefully on Saturday Im goin to the mall w/ my cousins Nina & Lacey. I need to spend my gift card money, and cash!

Christmas Eve I went to Harrys Dads house, then to my Aunts. Sophia is so cute... but she threw up on me and I didnt like that haha. It wasnt all over me and it was just a very little so.. but it still sucked haha. But other then that it was a great visit. Lots of laughs and memories and just fun.

Christmas day after presents Harry left for a couple of hours to open presents at his moms and stuff. Then my Pop Pop, Great-Grandmom, Uncle Kenny, Aunt Lorraine, and cousin Karen came over. Karen was lookin at homes up my street for sale bc she wants to get a home w/ her boyfriend. Thatd be cool if she lived here =)
That was a really nice visit. My Great-GMom gave me a beautiful necklace, and she gave my Mom and I a lot of my Aunt Sandys beautiful jewlery. It gave me chills wearing it. I miss her so much =\

New years is coming up. I HATE IT! Its just a sorry excuse for drunks to become even more drunker lol. Im not gonna see Harry bc he'll be drunk up 2st w/ Froggy Carr so Im gonna be depressed and bitchy bc I think Im gonna have my period haha. So ill be even more paranoid, bitchy, and sad over it more then usual. *Sigh* I HATE NEW YEARS! WHY CANT PEOPLE ACT NORMAL?!?!?!?!?!! I never understood why people would start their New Year drunk, wasted, sick, not knowing what happend.. and so forth. To me, stupid people do stupid things and since Im not stupid Im gonna soend ym New Years sober and Im gonna see my family, eat a lot, and try not to think about Harry =)

Well, thats all for now. Ciao!

-Stephanie xoxox

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!

2005-11-24T18:45:00Z

Happy Thanksgiving everyone!

Hope its a great one =)

And make sure you wear very comfortable pants =D

-Steph xox

i hate cooooooolllllddddssss.. ugh

2005-11-23T02:00:07Z

i have a cold and it sucks.. stuffy nose, sneezing every couple of minutes (literally), mucus in my throat... it sucks. i hate colds. the damn weather changing from spring to winter in a day *shakes fist*

its gonna be 37º out for Thanksgiving.. im so not ready lol. im also not ready bc i dont feel good and i gotta go to Harrys moms house and be around tons of kids and people.. im really not feeling up to it, but hopefully on Thanksgiving day ill feel a little better. i wanna take meds, but the only meds i have is NyQuil and i refuse to take that shit bc it makes me feel like im drunk or stoned.. i dunno, but it makes me feel worse then what i already am. i wanted Robitusin but Harry said all they had was NuQuil.. eh. i havent had a cold in a long time.. since last fall/winter lol im always sick in the fall/winter =*(** couple of people at school had colds so.. its goin around folks.

i stayed home today. shit.. if i dont feel good tomorrow im not goin either.

my mom and dad are goin to Poppi's w/ my Pop Pop and Great Grandmom so i dont wanna be alone on Thanksgiving so i gotta go to Harrys moms.. plus, its only a cold. i think ill live. i hate goin anywhere if i have even the sniffles. i just dont feel.. myself. ill have to work extra hard then. get a nice outfit, do my hair nice, and my make-up.. go allll out to try to make myself feel better. and tylenol lol. Lord knows im gonna need it.

i took my extentions out today bc the glue only stays in for so long.. i forgot how short my hair really is. i hate it. near Xmas im gonna get extentions put in again anyway so.. its alright i guess.

i have $63 saved up for Xmas shopping.. not too bad for not having a job.

alright my mom wants to go on now. Ciao<3

-Steph *sneezes and coughs* =P xox

quickie im tired

2005-11-16T01:45:57Z

MySpace is ok. its really boring. the only thing fun i like to do on it is change my music and put codes for quizzes i take so it shows on my page.

ill always love liveJournal more<3

Friday was a beautiful night. I GOT MY PROMiSE RiNG!! It's the Claddagh ring.. I got to pick it out and its beautiful and I love it<3
then he bought me a Prada handbag.. orange<3
then we went to Pearl so he can buy stuff so he can paint his guitar.
then we ate tacos at Taco Bell.. my choice lol
after that we went to Tower and I bought myself the "My Chemical Romance" CD ive wanted forever.. and he bought me "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory"
when we got home we watched it.. i love it! its soo cute. Johnny Depp is still cute even tho he plays a weirdo =)

Then Saturday I got my extentions put in at school. they look hot.
then i stayed home. some weirdo IMed me with the sn A2l8xt and kept messin w/ me and said his name was Matt Stevenson (who happens to be a pro football player like im retarded and dont know). i have a feeling who was up to it... theyre lucky i didnt find out bc their ass wouldve been kicked. i blocked the person.
Harry got home from practice and we just talked and fell asleep together<3

Sunday was nice! we went to his dads nephews bday party. he turned 8. we played football, ate A LOT, watched "Meet the Fockers" and watched Timmy (the bday boy) open his presents. his parents got him a Air Hockey Machine! IM SO JEALOUS! we had a great time.

yesterday Harry took me to get my nails done and go to the butcher to buy sausage and ground beef for my mom. we werent together long but it was nice =)

today he came over at like 12 and we just watched tv, had sex, played video games.. the usual hehe ;)

now im real tired and im nervous bc my 150 question assessment is TOMORROW! then my Practical test is on THURSDAY! wish me luck everyone! Ciao<3

-Steph xox

myspace

2005-11-09T21:46:10Z

i finally have a myspace since ive had a billion people tellin me to sign up. so far i still like LJ better bc its easier and less of a hassle to set up, but whatever.

i got everything up and running so heres the link http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=12011632&Mytoken=7CF8BB37-14D5-9DE0-CD4256F678B8289541013123

i have no clue on how to add people so if u have a myspace and wanna add me and help me add people, lets do it up baybeeeee. Ciao<3

-Steph xo

pink_aphrodite @ 2005-11-09T12:19:00

2005-11-09T17:19:50Z

<td align="center">Family is most important in your life.

Having a high focus on family indicates that you are a loving and nurturing person. You want to have a nice big family of your own, and you are very close with your siblings and parents.

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Nicole made me sooo addicted to these! =D =P

YAY!!!!!!!!

2005-11-09T00:33:59Z

I GOT MY PERiOD!!!!!!!!

I AM A HAPPY GiRL!!

Ive been a worried wreck! 2 or 3 weeks ago when Harry and I had sex, that night i forgot to take my pill bc im stupid and fell asleep.. and he came inside me.. so i definitely thought i had a bun in the oven for a while (i just watched Grease so i hadda use that saying lol) then we did it on Friday but i remembered to take my pill, but then i realized afterwards what happend last time and got nervous allover again. it kinda sux tho bc we see each other now like 3 or 4 times a week (which is still a lot) and this week i have my period :( well, only 3 days... but still. hes so hot.. eh periods ruin lives, or at least sex lives. i was thinkin i wanted to take Seasonale (sp?) and only have it 3-4 times a year, but then i realized id be scared and paranoid all the time. ill just stick with my 2-3 days a month lol.

but now i got a major headache =( its supposed to rain tomorrow so thats probably why + allergies.. eh. o0o well. Ciao<3

-Steph xo

HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE 10 DAYS!

before i go.. hehe.. i love these things!

2005-11-07T14:58:13Z

All-Around Smart

You are all-around smart. Essentially, that means that you are a good combination of your own knowledge and experience, along with having learned through instruction - and you are equally as good with theoretical things as you are with real-world, applied things. You have a well-rounded brain.

20% applied intelligence
40% learned intelligence

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Your life most resembles:
General Hospital

Your life mostly resembles those of the characters on General Hospital. Although you can be melodramatic at times, you lead a fairly normal life. You love to hear gossip, but you are not much of a spreader. Your friends love you because you are reliable and extra fun to be around.

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

What does your future hold?
	You will inadvertently uncover the governments largest conspiracy – involving hard-shell tacos

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oooook? lol

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You will take over East Timor using only a lucky rabbits foot

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alright im done hehe =P

Septa's back

2005-11-07T14:48:34Z

eh.. that means Steph and I have to take the bus tomorrow. it sux. we were in our glory when my Dad was driving us to school everyday. now its back to smelly, nasty people on the slow bus =\

but on better news!... i got to see Harry aaaaaaall weekend! =D
on Friday we just hung out lol. we stayed in all weekend basically just watching tv, and talking a lot.

i want to cut his hair bc its not growing and its so dead he can barely brush it. his Uncle Sean says he looks like a scarecrow lol =P i just wanna take off 2 inches just to get the dead ends off so its all one even length.. it'll look so much healthier and it'll grow so much faster, but he says no >=\
but i did however re-layered my Moms hair last night. it looks really good. im gettin really good at this stuff and more confident.

i gotta be confident bc in 2 weeks is my Level Testing! im really really nervous!!! i almost fainted doin a 6 section parting my 2nd week there.. how am i gonna do my Practical part of the test?! I gotta do roller set (which i never did a full head bc i cant do it good at all), perm wrap, color application, foil application (as in for highlights), long layer hair cut, round brush blow-dry.. i think there is somethin else but i forget. we're being timed on all of it! its 45 mins. for a long layer hair-cut but in that whole hair-cut u gotta do a blunt cut, front angles, then do the layers. i practiced that last night on my mannequin and timed myself. i got it all done in 25 mins. and it looks perfect. so i know im ok at that.. now i gotta practice everything else. ugh.
i also got a 150 question assessment. fun.

i got a lot of work to do today. i gotta wash my clothes, clean the living room, clean the bathroom, clean the kitchen... ugh. ud think my day off from school would be sleeping late and relaxing but nooo.. grr.

ooh! i found a $20 check for me from my bday that my parents forgot so i took it and im gonna cash it in. plus i got $20 from Harry bc he gives me $20 every week. i wanna go to Sallys and get black extentions. i want my extentions to be right below my boobs so they will be really long. i never had extentions so im gonna try it. i was gonna get them sewed in but i dunno.. i think i just might get them glued. i gotta by the extentions ad the glue but thankfully at Sallys if u show ur from Jean Madeline they give u an awesome discount =D

yesterday my mom decorated for Thanksgiving. the window looks way too cute! its so welcoming and warm looking. i love it. i also love Thanksgiving bc all the food, and the parade! i love the parade. im excited =) NEXT MONTH IS CHRISTMAS! YEEE!!! =D

AAAAAAAAAAAAAND... ONLY 11 DAYS TIL "HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE!" i still gotta pre-order my tix! i was gonna go w/ Tiff this weekend but shes sick. she has a viral infection. well, i dunno if she still has it bc my mom had the same thing last week and it only lasted for 4 days. so i guess Tiff and I will get it this weekend. its gonna be me, Harry, Dorian, and Tiff. im really excited omg! hehe im the biggest nerd ever. its on Friday so as soon as im done school (im gettin changed at school) we're pickin up Harry and leaving and goin straight to the theatre bc we wanna make sure we're guaranteed a good seat. well, me mostly lol. i dont care if i gotta push those bratty little kids outta my way. i wanna good seat so thats what ill get. im selfish and i could care less. ive been waiting a long time.
i wonder when the last book is coming out... ive been trying to research but i found nada. J.K. Rowling is probably gonna make us wait like 2 years just to tease us. *waAa*

well im gonna get started on my work. Ciao<3

-Steph xo

bored

2005-11-05T22:14:02Z

Your Birthdate: October 5

You have many talents, and you are great at sharing those talents with others.
Most people would be jealous of your clever intellect, but you're just too likeable to elicit jealousy.
Progressive and original, you're usually thinking up cutting edge ideas.
Quick witted and fast thinking, you have difficulty finding new challenges.

Your strength: Your superhuman brainpower

Your weakness: Your susceptibility to boredom

Your power color: Tangerine

Your power symbol: Ace

Your power month: May

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

The Cure Shares Your Taste in Music

See their whole playlist here (iTunes required)

Which Musician (or Group) Shares Your Taste in Music?

Kick ass! The Cure is one of my fav. bands too! =D

You Are Mexican Food

Spicy yet dependable.
You pull punches, but people still love you.

What Kind of Food Are You?

Your IQ Is 95

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average

Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional

Your Mathematical Intelligence is Average

Your General Knowledge is Above Average

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

id hate to take a real IQ Test lol

pink_aphrodite @ 2005-11-04T21:26:00

2005-11-05T02:27:24Z

On Average, You Would Sell Out For

$1,071,814

At What Price Would You Sell Out?

this too..

2005-11-02T23:27:22Z

South Philly 'Tawk'

Have fun with this dictionary of our "slang"

Ack A mee ..................Acme, a local supermarket
Addytood ....................Attitude
Be Yoo Dee Full ........Beautiful
Bin Dare......................I've been there
Caw-fee........................Coffee
Samson Shtreet............Sansom Street
Senner Siddy................Center City
Dah Iggles...................Philadelphia Eagles
Dah Fills.....................Philadelphia Phillies
Dah Fliers...................Philadelphia Flyers
Dah Semi Sixes...........Philadelphia Seventy-Sixers
Downashore.................The beach (as found along the New Jersey shore)
Fluffya.........................Philadelphia
Goddago.......................I have to go
Goes.............................Use in place of "said", as in "He goes, 'I'm not feelin' so good."
Guh Head ...................Yes, you may do that
Ho de dough................Expression used to catch an elevator
Langwich.....................Language
Jeet Yet?......................Have you eaten yet?
No jew?........................Response to previous question -- No, have you?
Jeez Take wit................Cheesesteak and fried onions
King a Presa................King of Prussia
Mondee, Twosdee, Whensdee, Thirsty, Frydee, Saradee, Sunny = Days of the week
Niceta Meechas...........Nice to meet you
Nint Shtreet.................Ninth Street
Sammich......................Sandwich
Scrapple.......................Local delicacy made from ground pork products - everything except the oink
Scappleinecks..............Scrapple and eggs
Skookill.......................Schuylkill River
Siddy Haw...................City Hall
Skeeve..........................Hatred / disgust - Example: "I skeeve raw scrapple"
Skowne On?................What's going on
Sow Fluffya.................South Philadelphia
Sow Shtreet..................South Street
Trawley........................Trolley
Wah?............................Excuse me, what did you say?
Weubin?.......................Where have you been?
Whachoolookinat?......What are you looking at? (Often used as a challenge).
Yo..................................Either "hello" or "hey." (Should be used like expensive cologne - Sparingly)
Yo, Supp........................Hello, what is going on?
Yunner Stan?...............Do you understand?

For all my friends that read this who arent from Philly who have a hard time understanding me =)

The ones in bold are 100% me...

2005-11-02T23:24:40Z

20 SIGNS THAT YOU'RE FROM PHILADELPHIA

20. You realize that your favorite dessert is wooder ice. It comes in churry, strawburry, and other assawrded flaverz.

19. You find yourself using "Yo" and "Youze guys" when talking long distance to family members.

18. You know how to spell Schuylkill.

17. You think $2,500 a year for insurance on a 1977 Toyota Corolla is a bargain.

16. You find yourself at a nice restaurant thinking, "I wonder if they have cheese steaks?" (even tho i dont eat them lol)

15. You can sleep soundly through gunfire and ambulance sirens.

14. You visit New York and are impressed by how clean it is. (my mom and i died laughin at this bc thats exactly the first thing we said when we got there)

13. When you measure a mili-second as the time interval between the light turning green -- and the car behind you blowing their horn.

12. You can't eat French fries without Cheese Whiz.

11. Street people greet you by your first name.

10. You don't think Wawa's sounds like funny store name.

9. You snub a cheese steak that isn't on an Amoroso roll.

8. Your parents, brother, sisters, aunts, and uncles all live on the same block. (well, not dame block but close enuff!)

7. You know who Jim O'Brien is, and how he died, and care.

6. You can't imagine breakfast without scrapple.

5. You're still not sure about Jerry Penacolli.

4. A vacation to the Jersey shore (downna shore) is better than going on a cruise or to any island.

3. You know where to find the Rocky Balboa statue

2. You know only tourists go to Jim's to eat real cheese steaks. You only go if it's 3:00AM and you're drunk.

**AND THE NUMBER ONE SIGN YOU KNOW YOU'RE FROM PHILLY:

1. You buy a soft pretzel at a traffic light, without wondering where the guy goes to wash his hands -- and you don't really care

Happy Halloween !! ( ^ . ^ )

2005-11-01T02:07:26Z

well today/tonight has been fun.. heh.

i woke up at 9 bc i was starving so i made myself coffee, ate 2 s'mores pop-tarts and a cookie lol. then i went upstairs and stayed in bed and watched "Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban" then "Spongebob the Movie" then Harry came over.

I cleaned the living room and he was a sweetie and put my clothes in the dryer =) Then he was a sweetie again and took me to get my nails done at Helen's. I love it there. I just got a re-fill and got black nail polish.

When we got back we went to the store. We bought bologna, tho, I was the only one who ate it lol. He ate chicken fingers w/ honey mustard. Then we played "Mortal Combat" til dinner was here. My mom and dad brought home Boston Market. Then we ate and I helped my mom hand out candy to the kids. Some costumes were so cute!! I love kids<3 OMG there was this one dude in a scary ass costume.. im such a baby i hate scary costumes. I ran inside and he saw me run inside the house and when I looked out the window he was staring at me while Harry and my mom laughed at me. I saw him staring anf I ran into my living room bathroom till he was gone lol. He was a dude from the next street someone told me.. I dont care. I still got scared lol. It was funny tho =P

Then when the candy was all out I went across the street w/ my parents to see the baby. We have new neighbors and their baby is only 3 weeks old. Her name is Alyssa. She's sooo tiny and sooo cute!!! After that I went in and practiced make-up on Harry. I did a fuckin awesome job. I had to practice bc this week in school we're gonna give full make-overs to each other. Im so excited! He hated it, but he let me do it =) I put on foundation, blush, powder, black eyeliner, rose colored eye-shadow, mascara, and a dark rose glossy lipstick. He was mortified lol. I did a great job on the make-up tho. I love doin make-up =) I'm thinking I wanna do that more instead.. or do hair AND make-up and make more money =D God im gonna be one greedy bitch.

Then I got into my costume! I didnt go out in it bc I wasnt allowed =( But Harry and I didnt have anywhere to go anyway so I just took pix in them.

I really dont know why my pix always come out normal in my AOL profile, but so shitty on LJ. If anyone can help w/ that, thatd be awesome.

The costume dont look so sexy cause these pix suck, but trust me.. its really revealing and sexy. I wish I was allowed out in it! Then again, petty girls would probably talk shit or somethin so.. maybe its a good thing. Oh well, I'll save it for next year.

Harry is sleepin I think.. or he's watchin tv in his room. Im gonna go disturb him ;) lol.. wee.. haha.. Ciao<3

-Steph xo

pink_aphrodite @ 2005-10-30T22:12:00

2005-10-31T03:12:41Z

You Are

A Happy Pumpkin Face

You would make a good pumpkin cheesecake.

What's Your Pumpkin Face?

Your Monster Profile

Lethal Beheader

You Feast On: Snow Cones

You Lurk Around In: Olive Gardens

You Especially Like to Torment: Vegans

What's Your Monster Name?

Harry<3333333

2005-10-31T03:11:17Z

I love my Harry sooo much hehe =)

As im sure everyone can tell.. we're doin great now. Better then ever id say =D
he cant keep a secret... the goof... he's takin me to a irish store and buying me a Claddagh ring. its 2 hands with a heart and a crown. its a beautiful ring... and if u have it turned a certain way it means that ur single. we're both getting one. i said "babe, just bc i wanted 1 ring doesnt mean i want 1000 of them. i dont want u to think im materialistic" and he said "what? no.. i wanna give it to u bc i love you" =) he's too cute<3 lol

this weekend was good. Friday we walked to get his check cashed, then to GameStop to by a Mortal Kombat game and he bought me the Spongebob Squarepants, then to Monster Pets to buy crickets for Dot and I fell in love with a $1,099 Chiuaua that was white with a peachy color. Harry said if my parents buy a down payment on it, he'd pay for the rest. My parents said I wasnt allowed to have it :'( Im so crushed. I had a name picked out and everything! He was so sweet. When I was holdin him he was lickin me and bein all cute!... Oohh! =\

Then we walked back home and I had hot chocolate and Harry ate pizza. Then we played our Mortal Kombat game. We were able to be on the same team and play boards as team-mates so we're kickin ass so far lol. The game is fuckin awesome. Then we fell asleep with each other<3

Saturday I had school. School was ok. Boring actually. Had a lot to do, but the same ol' shit. Haircut, blow-dry, up-do.. yada yada ya.. Then I got my hair curled by my friend Marissa and it looked hot as hell. When I got home I got ready and Harry came over. He went out w/ Jimmy for a little to the irish store, then to Jimmys Uncles house, then to get Caitlin but Jimmy got lost. He got home at 12 bc Jimmy got lost lol. We fell asleep together again<3

This morning he bought me a bagel, I made him coffee, he cleaned Xaviers tank, and we went to 2 different nail salons but they were closed so we gotta go tomorrow. He left at like, 3 or something bc him and Mario went over a few songs.

We just got off the phone not too long ago. Tomorrow we dunno what we're doin.. Shit, I dunno if my parents will even let me out in the costume I have. Its more like lingerie then a costume... but its cute!

Well im tired and im gonna go. Ciao<3

-Steph xo

fast

2005-10-25T19:18:56Z

weeks go by so fast its ridiculous!

last week was ok. hectic.

on Friday Harry came back home but he was bossing me around so i sent his ass back to his MomMoms.

Saturday I went to school and gave my mom a partial perm. she looks hot ;)
Then I went home and got ready to go out. Tiff and Dorian went to the "Cinderella on Ice" Show so it was just me and Aj. He took me to getta Halloween Costume. We went to 2 different Halloween Adventures and none of them had what I was looking for!.. and if they did, they were all sizes 12-14 NOT ALL ADULTS ARE THAT SIZE!!! im a fuckin size 2-3 and they only had that for little kids >=\
So he took me to Hot Topic and i found a hot little number there lol.
its a spaghetti strap halter top dress. its black and pink and very revealing.. exactly what i wanted for my 18th Halloween. i gotta take a pic of it since i went to HotTopic.com and they dont have it listed.
then we went to Wendys and Burger King and stocked up on chicken nuggets lol. I ate 13.. and half a Dove bar lol.
After that we went back to his house and watched the ending of "Casper Meets Wendy" and Tiff and Dorian came over when the show was over. Then they took me home.

Sunday I had to attend my cousin Carmela's Wedding Shower =) It was beautiful! I ate a lot.. 4 pieces of bread, salad, flounder, coke, 2 pieces of cake, and coffee.. yea lol. so then after that my cousin Debbie came over w/ her baby Sophia =) She's now 3 months old and too cute. her cheeks are as chubby as ever, and she has HUGE blue eyes just like her Daddy =)

After that Harry and I taked on the phone. I talked about a break-up and he started to hysterical cry. Well, he's a shovenist and i hate it. So i told him id think about it. He told me he wanted to change for me forever and that he was an asshole for even doing the stuff he did and he wanted to change bc he dont want me feeling like that and yada yada ya. I cried 4 hours after we got off the phone. I ate a lot too.

Sunday Harry came over and was hysterical crying again. He didnt eat, he didnt sleep, all thru work he tried not to cry, and after work he came straight to my house. I told him I wont break up with him but if he breaks my heart again, i break his face. He understands now. We talked everything over =)
THEN we went to his MomMoms so he could getta shower. After that his Mom drove us to the Oregon Diner before she went home bc it was freezing out. So Harry and I ate there. We had breakfast =) Then we went to Party City so I could get wings and a wand for my costume. After that he bought "50 First Dates" so we can watch it together on Friday.
Then we went to Pathmark and bought those Pillsbury Sugar Cookies. We went back to his MomMoms and cut them (theyre a lot messier then i thought) and we baked the first batch which were all big and crumbled up. Then we made our second batch and they were perfect hehe.
I got home at 4:45ish. We had a great day.. it was so nice =)
So right now we're doing good.. we'll see how time treats us I guess.
We're gonna work things slowly. One weekend he'll stay over here, then a week.. see how things go... but thats not gonna be for a while lol.

Today I have a headache. Damn rain! I hate cold rainy days. Make me so sleepy and depressed. Well, thats it for now. Ciao<3

-Steph xo

My Daddys home!!!

2005-10-19T21:47:00Z

My daddy got home at 4 today =) Its a sin tho hes in so much pain. When he was trying to get himself to lay down he was like, screaming. I hate to see that.. im used to it tho bc my mom had her gallbladder taken out, parts of her liver, and um.. other things.. so seeing my parents in pain is hard.. its a shame im used to it tho =\

Harrys still gone. im happy tho.. i know that sounds horrible but we cant fight everyday. Monday he told me he wanted to take me to the Oregon Diner for dinner tomorrow, but i dunno if hes still gonna do that *shrugs* Im finding myself that i dont care who hes with, what he does.. its all on him. I guess im finally growing up and realizing i was being caddy and stupid. Who knows. Its a good feeling tho. I feel independant and im proud of myself i put my foot down for once. It feels invigorating.

Im starting to see how eclectic i really am. i love metal, yet i love to dance to whatever when im at a dance or whatever and some how know every word ; i love fashion, make-up, doing hair, and stuff like that ; yet im not as girlie as the girls i go to school with. i never act in a way "like omg look at that Dior dress! like, isnt it fabulous?!" Id shoot myself if i was like that.. I like different things and now that im starting to understand people cant just be into one thing.. i mean they can, but if they make fun of other people for being open-minded and open to new things then they got a major problem.. i remember i was like that and called people "posers" and then i started to get into different things and people started to call me a "poser" what is the definition of a "poser" anyway? my definition of a poser is: being someone your not to impress other people. i was never like that.

God, i hope my kids dont go thru that phase bc they arent gonna give a shit or listen to what im gonna say lol just like i did =P life is fun =)

well, i cant wait til Saturday! halloween costuuummmmeeee!! =D and going out. what im doing? i dunno but who cares? ill be outta Filthadelphia. ^.^

my mom wants me to stay home on Friday to help my dad. shes takin off tomorrow. my poor Daddy lol. i g2g. Ciao<3

-Steph xo

He's gone...

2005-10-19T04:09:27Z

Ok well today was eventful.

I woke up and stayed home like I said... My dad had his surgery and he's recovering just fine. He feels a little nauses from the anesthesia, but they gave him medicine for that. He'll be home tomorrow =) Im really excited. After a week he can go back to work but the full recovery will take about 6 weeks. I think he should take off for at least 2-3 weeks, but knowing my dad he'll go back to work on Monday =P He better not tho!

So then I went out w/ Ti, Dor, & Aj but we stayed in Philly. We went to CVS and Pat's Steaks (ewww) I was gettin sick watchin people eat those nasty heart attack waiting to happen cheesesteaks. ugh.. so we did that and went home. I was only out for 3 hours.

When I got home Harry still had his clothes in the dryer and a stackful of cups and stuff in the sink so I told him to take care of it. He did, but he gave me nasty looks. Then after he was done washing the dishes I was just joking around with him and I was tickeling him so he was getting me back.. but he did it too hard.. and he slapped me right across the face really hard that it made me cry. He's never done that before. I know he didnt mean to do it on purpose, but he raised his hand pretty damn high and hit me hard. It stung for an hour and I had a big red patch on my cheek. So I got up and slapped him back and ran into the living room. He was like "Steph, Im sorry, I didnt mean it" but I was too pissed to care so I wasnt talkin to him. Then before I know it he comes downstairs w/ his school bad full with clothes. I said "Um.. where are you going?" and he said "My grandmoms" and I asked him why and he said "Because I want to and because theres some family problems. My cousin Colin was accused of robbing someone with a gun" so I said "Well, how long are u stayin?" and he said he didnt know and he also said "when you want me back" Well, no offense but thats gonna be a while. He obviously didnt take me seriously when I told him he'd be outta here if he didnt start cleaning up after himself and fix all the other problems we have. I do my part ALL THE TiME.. 24/7.. he only does it when its my Birthday or whenever he feels like it. Well, I finally put my foot down and Im happy. He knows now Im serious and if he wants us to stay together, hes gotta do his part also. If he dont, its good-bye. *sigh* I hope it dont come down to that, but so far things arent lookin good. Honestly, Im ok too. Im just done feeling like shit all the time.

Im sure everyones gonna say its my fault, im a bitch.. and whatever else.. but they dont know how it is w/ us and whoever thinks im making this shit up and a bitch they can go shove it bc their the bitches and God forbid i say something its my fault. I only controlled Harry w/ drinking.. he controlled me w/ everything, screwed me over, never did anything for me much.. but im wrong somehow. whatever. im done w/ other people, drama, bullshit, and dumbasses so.. thats that.

On a good note.. Im really excited to see my Daddy!!!<333 Im so glad he's alright. I missed him a lot =)

I only have $21 and i wanna buy a Halloween Costume.. i gotta save up more money. I was gonna get extentions in my hair, but id rather have a costume. Im goin all out this year and im gonna look sexxxay lol. Im goin on Saturday to get it (hopefully i have enuff by then). Im goin to Jersey for Halloween.. Im excited =) After this im gonna go on the website to check what they still have ^.^

Well, thats all for now. Im really tired. Ciao<3

-Steph xo